Moving Day

First published as a trifold in June of 2003, when my wife was pregnant with our first child (who was born in October). I shared this trifold with attendees of the Haiku North America conference in New York City at the end of June in 2003. All of these poems were previously unpublished before appearing in this trifold, but many of them were later published elsewhere. See also Expecting.

 

 

 

not yet pregnant—

her period begins

the day after New Year’s

 

 

moving day—

the coolness on my cheek

after your kiss

 

 

moving day—

I hold my breath

to hang the wind chime

 

 

moving day—

the emptiness

of the children’s room

 

 

your afternoon call

to tell me you’re pregnant—

dissipating fog

 

 

first doctor visit—

greening buds

on the just-planted maple

 

 

morning sickness—

the patter of spring rain

on our new roof

 

 

curved pine

next to the straight pine—

a gentle rain

 

 

first trimester—

sand from the sea shore

falls from your sweater

 

 

turning off war news

we replay

the ultrasound video

 

 

a red tulip petal

stuck to her muddy boots

she tells our friends she’s . . .

 

 

a stone in my right shoe—

we drive home more slowly

from the obstetrician’s

 

 

the cherry tree bare

with blossoms by its trunk—

an empty stroller

 

 

 

fear of miscarriage     end of war

 

 

 

second trimester—

waves in the shore reeds

rise an inch or two

 

 

second trimester—

our tulips drooping

over the weedy flower bed

 

 

home from today’s ultrasound,

we lift off the calendar

to mark October 9

 

 

 

second trimester     we name our cars

 

 

 

second trimester—

the stack of pregnancy books

getting larger

 

 

41st birthday—

my hand resting

on my wife’s belly

 

 

baby

car

r

i

age

 

 

sorting dusty coins

I save the ones

from my birth year