by Anna Swir
I’m curled into a ball
like a dog
that is cold.
Who will tell me
why I was born,
why this monstrosity
called life.
The telephone rings. I have to give
a poetry reading.
I enter.
A hundred people, a hundred pairs of eyes.
They look, they wait.
I know what for.
I’m supposed to tell them
why they were born,
why there is
this monstrosity called life.
Anna Swir [Świrszczyńska] (1909–1984) was a Polish poet who survived the brutal Warsaw Uprising. Translated by Czesław Miłosz and Leonard Nathan. From Talking to My Body by Anna Swir, Port Townsend, Washington: Copper Canyon Press, 1996, page 104. The poem also appears in Building the Barricade and Other Poems of Anna Swir by Anna Swir, in a different translation by Piotr Florezyk, Philadelphia: Calypso Editions, 2011, page 47. +